How much you can’t do it by yourself.
How much you still have to learn.
The first time I heard this was just months after I began walking with God. My college pastor described it like how it is when you are walking towards a bright light- the closer you get, the more you see your own flaws.
It was good for me to hear early on in my walk with God that I would never get to a point of “being an expert ” or “being perfect”.
It was good to know that the closer I get to God, the more I will see my imperfections and know more intimately my own flaws.
Your life with God is a journey.
It isn’t a skill to excel in, it is a relationship to have. Through the good times and bad times, the easy times and the hard times. Through ALL the times.
If anyone could be considered an expert, it was Paul the Apostle and he said this:
“Brother and sisters, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead,” (Philippians 3:13 NIV)
Why does Paul say “forgetting what is behind”?
I think because we tend to focus on all the things we are not, all the things we haven’t conquered, all the things we haven’t grown in.
All those things take your focus from God and put it on yourself.
So, forget it.
Forget it all.
God didn’t choose you because some day you would be perfect. He chose you because He loves you and He is perfect enough for the both of you.
Forget what is behind you even if it was happened five minutes ago.
Love God for who He is and let Him love you for who you are- His child.