“And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the Lordʼs holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.”
Ephesians 3:17-19 NIV
My friend, there is no such thing as normal.
There is routine, there is what you are used to, there is “how things used to be,” but there is no normal.
Let go of trying to be normal and focus on being established in God’s love for you with roots that grow deep to withstand the storms of change.
Draw your security from God and dig in to get the most from this time in your life.